i've made some major choices about my future recently. i don't even know if the choices are plausible. all i know is that i don't want fresno to be the city i live in. i can only handle this situation (that being fresno) for a few more years. i'm thinking that if i do go to college, it's going to be at city before i try any of that fancy u.c. shit. or maybe i won't go to college at all. i really don't at this point. i have about a year before i need to make this descision. i've got a year to not think about it.

wow, i've already written so much. i can't believe how easy this is. ohh ohh, lets not waste this inspiring moment. i'm going to start a website of just writing. i've seen people interested in this sort of thing, maybe it can become something useful, or something crappy and forgotten. grr, i now have to do something about this site. it's been in this state for too long. if you know anything about me, you'd know that i cant stand a stale website.

i need a job! yes, i curently work at in-n-out, but who cares. i need a job which requires brainpower. i'm constantly going between periods of intense happiness and intess stress. there's too much of a "let's be the happiest bunch of sonsabitches that ever worked in manual labor!" vibe. wow, i just thought of something. i haven't tried my "funny" approach to everything tonight. maybe my brain patterns are shifting.

ok, that's enough. i doubt anybody will read this far. if people don't expect giant updates, i doubt they'll read them, right?